This is one of those days where I really want to throw in the towel and quit being an actress and just get a job selling financial services to people. Maybe become the next, Asian Suze Orman.
Here are a few reasons:
My babysitter is leaving us to go to graduate school even though she said she was going to stay with us for a “few years”. This means I have to wade back into the pool of child care providers and it throws everything into a lurch.
I had a shitty audition for a dude who wants to be the next Wong Kar Wai. Totally not my thing. I should have not attended because it was totally wrong for me but I went anyway and felt lame afterward.
This spiritual adviser guy that I really cared for died a few weeks ago.
My dear friend died last week and I had no chance to say goodbye. I found out about her death on Facebook. I learned in her final days that they took her bed up to the roof so she could feel sunshine and brought a baby pool so her two little boys could play by their mom’s side.
My usual sunny disposition is a bit cloudy these days. I have a web series to promote and it’s the last thing I feel like doing.
